Dinner as a schmuck

The title came to me just because a movie with a similar name is on tonight. But I kind of feel out of place because I've been eating at home or near by 99% of the time. Any awkwardness quickly disappeared. We laughed, complained, encouraged, ate, jabbered ... good times.

I guess I feel like a schmuck because dinner out feels so happening for me. So I'm going out again tonight.